Sadness

"Shab Amigh ast ama roz az an ham amightar ast. gham amigh ast am shadi az an ham amightar ast." yadam nemead koja ino khondam ya didam ya khod neveshtam dar goshehei.
ama beharhal in sokhanist amigh ke an ra besyar dost midaram.
Man hargez zarorate andoh ra enkar nemikonam, chera ke midanam hich chiz mesle andoh, roh ra tasfiyeh nemikonad va almase atefeh ra sayghal nemidahad, ama maydan dadan be an ra nz hargez nemipaziram, chera ke gham haris ast va bishtar khah o marz napazir, taghi o sarkesh o bad legam.
harghadr ke be gham maydan bedahi, maydan mitalabad va baz ham bishtar o bishtar..
harghadr dar barabarash kotah beaei, ghad mikeshad, slteh mitalabad, va leh mikonad...
gham aghab nemishinad, magar anke be aghab beranish, nemigorizad magar anke begorizanish, aram nemigirad magar anke birahmaneh sarkobash koni...
gham hargez az tahajom khasteh nemishavad.
va hargez be solhe dostaneh reza nemidahad.
va chon pish anad va tamami roh ra gereft, ensan bihodeh mishavad, va bi etebar, va ansan zalile gham va maslobe bi sabab.
midanam darjahani ingoneh dardmand, bi dardi ankas ke mitavanad gelime khod ra az daryaye andoh biron bekeshad sabokbaraneh va shadmaneh bar sahel beshinad, yak bi dardiye dad maneshaneh ast, va bi ghayratist va bi aberoei va asbabe sar afkandegi ensan. angooneh shad bodan, hargez be manaye khoshbakht bodan nist, bal faghat be manaye nadashtane ghodrate tafakor ast o ehsase edrak, va ba inhameh baraye degargoon kardane jahani chonin afsordeh va ghamzadeh va shafa dadane jahani chonin dardmand, tabib hagh nadarad bar sare baline bimare khish begeryad va daghayeghe madode neshat ra az salhaye tolani hayat begirad.
chashme kodakan va bimaran be negahe madaran va tabiban ast,
agar dar amaghe an, hata labkhandi mahv bebinand, niroye balandegishan chandin barabar mishavad,
sedaye khandeh khalesaneh bacheha, sedaye dardnake geristaneshan, hameh haki az in ast ke in sokhani chandan parishan nist.
ma mohtaje an lahzehhaye delneshine labkhandim, labkhandi dar ghalb alaraghme hameh chiz..
ma dast dar daste ham mitavanim donyaei ra taskhir konim, be sharte anke delhayeman yaki va por az safa o samimiyat bashad, pas bayad be yakdigar darse etemad bedahim,
dar in asr delhayeman niyazmande mohabat va kholose dotarafe mibashad...
pish be soye donyaei behtar.....