Mar. 27, 2005 at 03:09 PM
koja gom shodam nemidonam??engari kasi partam kard paein nemidonam dar kojaye rah gom shodam. Hese gharibi daram, delam mikhad khodam ra zendani konam va ba hich kas ham harfi nazanam..gharantineh motlagh..bazam shabe az shabha bizaram yadam mead zamani shab ham zendgi man shoro mishod vali on Iran bod...harchand ke onroza ba vojode sigar shabha ta sobh bidar bodam o ya dars mikhandam ya maghale mineveshtam va eshgh ,,eshgh be karam be mardom...amma engari zelzele shod hameh chiz beham rikht baraye yaftane zendegim omadam o omadam shahr be shahr, keshvar be keshvar...va in akhare khate...enzeva isole shodan...va tars az adama....adamhaei ke bedone ona mimordam...hala ke salhast hata be sigar lab nazadam digeh onam az dast dadam hata havasesh ra nemikonam. man be in noghteh migam noghteh margh o sokot! man asheghe sigar bodam yani lezat mibordam aroomam mikard ghazam bod aramesham bod vali hala digeh be hich chiz o hich kas in ehsas ra nadaram. adamizad cheh gharibe...ah Sohrab Shohrab yadat gerami bad:" Zendegi Hese Gharibist Ke Yak Morghe Mohajer darad." ajab donya ajibe...adami az koja be koja mirese...bale yade doste azizam bekhayr hamishe in shear o baram mikhond: "rozegarast ke gah ezat dahad o gah khar darad , charkhe bazigar az in baziha besyar darad."eyyyyyyyy az on hameh dost o yavar hala kamtar kasi yadi az ma mikone..oni ke salha o salha david ba on shor o shar...jedi gom shodam..yak lahzeh bargashtam be tamame khone negah kardam mesle yak ghoti por az dod..man kojam chera inja..koja gom shodam... bad az salha ba yak telefon hameh chizet beham mirizeh..yak zangeh telefon...tamame khateratet ra zendeh mikone o mibini ey dad yak roz zendeh bodi o nafas mikeshidi... nemidonam darkhaste barghasht telefoni ke migeh dar entezare!!!!vali cheh dir cheh dir...bas dir...man digeh fekr nemikonam betonam dar on keshvar zendegi konam na mahale...baraye bazghsht dire...hata baraye shoro dire...chera be man migan hanoz javoonam o bayad shoro konam ...chera kasi nemikhad befahmeh man az hameh aghazha bizaram,,,,man na delam mikhad aghazi basham na shoroei man be an noghteh akhar , akharin estgahe ghatar meandisham ...be akhare khat!!!man be payan meandisham o az man mikhan dobareh shoro konam...na baraye shoro dire!!! bastehhhhhhhhhh kotah kon sokhan ...esme ina ra migzaram hazyanhaye Shabaneh!!! bedrood........
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