shanbeh sard o delgir

shanbeh sard o delgir

Mar. 26, 2005 at 07:19 AM

Ba Molana shoro mikonam , morid va ostadam..ey kash shagerde kochki az o basham: " Nobahara, jane maei janha ra tazeh kon. Baghha ra beshkofan o keshtha tazeh kon. sarv o sosan hami goyad: zaban ra bargosha. Sonboleh ba laleh migoyad: vafa ra tazeh kon." nemidonam chera daram inja minevisam bad az modatha ke na be ghalam dast zadam na keyboard! bad az modatha ke neveshtan ra bosidam va gozashtam kenar..chera inja nemidonam. faghat midonam mesle bachegiha ke har vaght o bi vaght dar har gosheh kenari meneveshtam emrozam delam mikhad benevisam. shayad kami delgiram nemidonam talkh dargir,,,,,

nemidonam...hava mesle baghi rozhaye london bazam khakestarist amma hamkhonish ba man bishtare va hamon behtar ke ebrist o delgir!! emroz pahodam mesle har roz dar tabeid kharid o ghaza o internet..midonam koli dars va kare nakarde daram ..

tazeh rozhaye akharist ke maman ina injan va harchi negah mikonam mibinam bazam natonestam oni basham ke ona mikhan va to in modate kam bazam lajbazi o yakdandegi!!!

adami goei hichgah avaz nemisheh beharhal man ke khamir nistam ta betonam har roz yak shekl begiram..ba hameh goftam hata kasi ke bad az salha tanham gozasht vali be goshe hich kas naraft ..har ki mikhad oni bashi ke khodesh mikhad hata pedar va madaret!!!

vali khob mane lajbaz ke hameh zedegim ra ta inja bakhatam va digeh yak pak bakhteh be hesab meam pak bakhteh tamam o kamal, chizi nadaram ke bebazam..

az ers mahrom misham ya har chize digehhhh agha jan man avaz shodani nistam..khob ya ba hamin hastam ke hastam. Emroz shanbeh ast ghablana ke shanbeh ha ham kar mikaram vaz behtar bod kamtar ba khodam o adamaye atrafam dargir mishodam.... hanoz javabe soalam ra nagereftam..bazam mesle yak tasadofi khordam zamin o nemionam pasham...hamisheh zamin khordam vali inbar engari khayli karsaz bod...hanoz gijam engari dochare tavahom shodam..hata shaba az khab miparam va migam akheh chera chera man!!!midonam javabi nist hameh hamin o migan CHERA MAN! khob bego age to na pas kodom khare sadehdeli behtar az to!!!

ajibe salha gole yak nafar ra bokhori ...salha asire daste yak adame malon be onvane MARD bashi!!!bad az yak jodaei 6 sale bazam be hamon ke hamisheh khanjaresh ra zadeh etemad koni!!! va DOROGH...vay cheghadar az adamhaye doroghgo badam mead..akhe mage donya cheghadar arzesh dare ke bekhateresh dorogh begim?! nemidonam..engari dige nemitonam be kasi etemad konam....bas arzan az dast raft!!!javooni ra migam..ey dele ghafel!! bayad dami degar az nafas nayoftam bayad paham bayad az in hadese niz salem biron beam..nemikham bazi ra va bedam..Ta shaghayegh hast zendegi bayad kard. az Tanaheiman mitarsim o goman mikonim ba degari tanah nistim ghafel az inke aksaran ba digaran niz tanhaeim..bayad ashegh bod bayad be ona ke mikhan beran ejzazeh bedim beran hata ashki poshte sareshan narizim..bayad ghavi bod :" del ghavi dar sahar nazdik ast." na zendegi khob yadam dade hich kas ra be zor nemitavan negah dasht! bayad gozasht o raft aram o bi seda...Sohrabe nazanin mige:" cheh khob yadam hast ebarati ra ke be yelaghe zehn vared shod: sarboland o sabz bash sarbezir o tanha."" hay yadash gerami...yad bad an rozegaran yad bad... dige na mardanegi hast na morovat...donyaye malon va namoradist...adamhaye kaghazi..va Etiyad. asre mavade mokhader o osyane adamhast...eshgh be harzegi o zibatarin rabete ensani(SEX) be lajan o kesafat badal shodehhh...shayad behsheh faheshegi jaye khod ra be latiftarin halate adami dare..va yademan basheh mard o zan farghi nadare marde fahesheh ham dar in doran besyareeeee...afsos....dige nemisheh eshghe pak o nab payda kard hameh dorogh migan...bazare garme roz khodforoshi o degar foroshi shodehhhhh bedrood ta bad